my feet hurt

Mostly in my heels. I just got home from work and back on old Mars.

I've missed this place.

I'll write more later, but I'm off for a long soak in the tub and then to sleep.

Good night. :)

Void

I've been going to see a counselor about my depression so I haven't been posting as much as I'd like. Sometimes I just don't want to do anything.

Sometimes I just want Mars to consume me.

Mars and Space

My friends asked me to move with them to Arlington so I took them up on their offer. All the same while, I'm still driving to Irving for school. They're still traveling nurses but they also need someone to watch their property while they're away. This house is on the market but we don't know for how long so I'm actually having to watch both properties because they don't trust anyone else.

I feel good about it because they can trust me.

i've said too much

I like listening to old songs. Old songs as in the last few decades, mostly 80s and 90s. And then some oldies.

R.E.M. is one of my favorite bands and I like this oldie but goodie of theirs.

after the waking

I slept in till noon yesterday and was very depressed. Then I remembered I had a bill to pay so I checked my account to see if payroll came in and it did. I don't know, once I paid that bill, things seemed to brighten up for me.

After I came home from work, I made a Cup of Noodles soup. Hadn't eaten that in a long time. Now its on to homework. Yay!

the day after

Did laundry, cleaned the kitchen a little bit and not much else. I did go see my brother in the city today and picked up some of my mail. Otherwise, Mars is still the same.

state of the world

I was driving to work Friday and I heard the news of the shooting in Connecticutt on the radio. I pulled over to the side of the road and started crying. Tears just streamed out of my eyes and I was bawling like a baby in my car. All those little kids and their teachers.


I don't know why I'm starting to cry now.